it is not the autum...
but just the shedding of leaves...

enlight the groove......!!!!

hey...someone out there???
can anyone take me out of this groove???
marshy terrain is clutching my legs
hands are turning virtual....
snakes are grabbing the arms
no hole to breathe....no gasp of air...
its so dark here....
body is dwindling....
turning into black hole...
let me see the light...
let me breathe a breath...
give me some backing...
make me stand back...

can someone hear me???
please don't ignore the voice...
its me.... which was me!!!

~~shaily......21st august'08

in the continuation....

a gal that was in my imagination...




















the cunning cat with innocent looks....


















in the combination( my music my art)

just a pencil and paper............ (my CReations)

a lady with rural background.....
...everything is reflecting with the little features if any one can figure out....
a hell lot of things on her mind!!!!!!!!!











a living man presently in some jail......smokin' thinkin'
observin'.....what else a prisoner can do?????












this is just an attempt to portray myself....
but i know an unsuccessful one..... :(
hard luck next time....








(A lot more of sketches are yet to be uploaded...... :) )

.......from the footpath

I got something to learn

and 'twas surely my turn...
So,i took my charge
to look for some mirage...;
then peeped into the hole
to reach to the core...
but It turned too deep
to the extent upto which i cant peep...

A petty thing picked by that hand,
now got the power of a magic wand...
I got an ally but not for long;
by the way, in that nothing was wrong...
There were whys?? whats?? and that??
but everyone knows "curiosity killed the cat"...

My psyche was shuffled
and thoughts were muffled...
I was touched :: but not so deep;
reason being,my understanding was meek... :)

I can't say more, but yaa :: mind got levelled
and u can be sure, i was led to the RoaD LesS TravelledD...............
~~~shAily 13th aug 08

confusion btw love and friendship???

"Love is always patient and kind.
it is never jealous.
love is never boastful or conceited.
it is never rude or selfish.
it does not take offence and is not resentful.
love take no pleasure in other people's sins,but delights in the truth.
it is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope,and to endure watever comes.................."

(courtesy: "Walk to Remember")

"For YOU a thousand times over"

(~"The kite runner")

To be Continued......

IT was fair to middling
but suddenly it all came to winding....
something opened ... and opened to no vain
but caused the stink and arousal of pain....
-the pain of the blame ...
-the sorrow of the shame...
the loss of a soul with broken dream
showed that life is always mean.....
i cried out loud with silent tears
burning with hate and a deep fear.....
dere was no lap not a shoulder
only me and a head banging boulder...
it was an everlasting mourn
as i was left as a forlorn...
the heavy soul i needed to cart
left by the body left by the heart.....
i wanted to forgive i wanted to forget
but no one ever did asked dat....
there was so much to say so much to hear
but not an understanding heart and a listening ear.....
i had the words but i wudnt say
as i had the fear of dismay ...
once i got the fire to say
and yea it showed me a lost way.....
it ended with that same tear
but in silence dat no one could hear.....
again that scream again that hate
for it was my unfortunate fate......
i took my time to stand back
and to come out of that rack.....
as i still had something for that persistence
and they were - 'reasons of my existence...'
they owned my life
they owned my smiles...
now i was weak even to frown
but for them i had my pains to drown.....
so i kissed 'not a last gudbye'
and 'made a start with no more cry'......
it was my home my own home
but still i was all alone.....
i had the sorrow but nevr showed
as i was sailing on a new boat.....
i had the smiles on my face
but inside i had a race ....
i acted like in a mime
as now i knew that life is a wine...

now in the end,
dont stop me to say
i am seeing a long way.....
it is a wait which is still on
and it will go on and ON...............

~shAily (vacation time) 2008